Monday, December 7, 2009

I'm still here. . .

but just wasn't able to post about life, because truthfully, it sucked. Yes, not the usual good English I try to use, but appropriate.

Sometimes blogs bug me; how personal should we be with people we don't know who maybe don't even care, but have forgotten to "unfollow" us? Well, one thing I have learned is you don't want to get very personal with people who do care.

People who care about you sometimes can't handle the truth, plain and simple. They may still love you, but being involved in your messy life is too much for them. I understand. No really I don't, but I try. I get it, that my life may be too uncomfortable for you at this time, so you needed to check out. But I wish you would have told me you were going to disappear. Then I might not miss you so much when you're gone.

No, I don't plan on using my "foster and adopt" blog to rant and rave every day. Only now and then because I am too lazy and busy to start another blog. That is because I would have to find a new theme, and the only thing I dread more than choosing a theme, is creating a password.

I will update you on my foster adopt journey soon, but I may rant here a bit too. You can unfollow me now.

~ Susan

Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives.
Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid. John 14:27

2 comments:

traceylynndel said...

I am not unfollowing you Susan. I do care and I am not checking out. It is painful to hear about. I don't have answers or know what to say all the time but I am glad to be a listening ear and hopefully share (as in lessen)some of your pain. I love you.

diaryofayouthpastor'swife said...

I am a fellow foster care mom (or was, maybe will be again) and to be brutally honest LIFE SUCKS from where we are standing sometimes. Hang in there and feel free to rant and rave because I can relate and will NOT unfollow you :)